My Life is a Mess

Please pray for me right now.

I feel like my life is up side down. My marriage is awaful. I don't feel close to my husband at all, we have never been so far apart. He always finds excuse not to go with me to church, and that makes me not to want to go. I feel the same way about my spritural life, it is up side down too. I feel very distant from God, and in turn, because of the first two, our fianancal situtation is not good, and in the past God has been very good to us. I don't know where to turn or what to do. I pray and I feel like God is not listing because I have not been the womaen or christin that I should be.

Thank you for your prayers.