My life is falling apart

I need prayer so that my business will work. If it does I can get a better place to live, even buy my own apartment, I have been having problems finding a decent place to live for years, and my money situation and health is deteriorating fast, I am not actually getting over my illness. Where I live is filthy, it's in a good area, but the house is delapidated and filthy and cockroach infested.

I don't earn a living wage from my job, even though I work fulltime, and I contracted herpes from my last partner.

I am a Christian, I am trying to do the right thing, and work and study to improve my life, but I am unable to pay my bills or student loans at the moment, as I have missed soooo much work through illness.

I have been underpaid this fortnight by $400, which is nearly half my pay, I don't know how I am to survive for the rest of the week, and I am broke, and the whole situation is breaking my spirit.

The payroll manager is telling me that I am wrong, but I don't believe it, they stuff up people's pay every single week, and they have a poor record of resolving any matter.

I don't have family I can turn to, and my closest friends are overseas. They have problems, and the one who I feel I can talk to most has just had surgery and has serious problems of his own.

I want a better job, but I don't have the money to get a new wardrobe, if I can get a new wardrobe and pass background checks I can start a job with an Insurer in Workplace Injury Management and Compensation.

I started an online business, completely legit, so I could take control of my finances, but I can't concentrate on it,as everything is spiralling downwards out of control.

I am not doing anything wrong to anyone, I am trying my best to live a decent life, and all I see is failiure when I hoped for success.

I am at the end of my tether and I want to commit suicide, I cannot continue to live like this. My job is driving me nuts, the stress of it is killing me,and it cannot cover my livinge expenses.

I cannot afford to rent in Sydney, Australia, I cannot keep going.

I have had enough.

I always thought if I did the right thing, God would bless my efforts, but I am seeing the exact opposite.

I need to be well, and to be able to afford the cost of living. I started a business, so I would have the time and money to volunteer with The Ronald McDonald House, and Amnesty International and with refugees.

Nothing I do is working out at the moment, I am broken. This is the second time I've tried to start a business, and have it go nowhere.

I just can't continue like this.

I don't want to live if I have to continue living like this.

I see people who hurt others live good lives, all I want to do is get myself into the position where I can truly help others, but that is not happening.

I need help!!!

I feel like I am choking to death. It's like slowly sinking in quick sand.

I can't do this anymore.
Please pray for my friend F.P. who lives in Italy, that his finances will improve and he will get enough work, and that he will make a full recovery from surgery, and he will find the happiness he seeks.

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