Wisdom & Knowledge

Please pray for me for wisdom & knowledge for board exam for nurse on June 11-12, 2007 and pray to increase my faith in God.

Ashamed

I am searching for woman of faith. I need words of God that will encourage me and begin to direct me towards the light.I have been a sinner my whole life. I have always thrown myself to men, and allowed them to do whatever they wanted with me because I thought that's all I had to offer. I have always hated everything about me (inside and outside).

I ended a 17 year abusive marriage, and just ended a 2 1/2 year affair with a married man, not by my choice. But, somehow God has come into my head and into my life and told me that I have one more chance to get my life in order with Him.I am struggling with this affair addicition. I am struggling with being a single sole financial provider for 3 kids. I am struggling with my emotions and everything else in my life. I need help!

I want to repent my affair, and I don't know, I don't feel remorse in my heart - how awful does that sound. I want to repent of my sins and the life style I have lived. For the first time in my life, I want to be a "true" child of God. I want to be an honorable woman and mom. I want to honor myself. I don't know how to begin the repent process and begin a walk with God. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I MUST DO. Will God listen to me even though I have lust in my heart? I want to change - I really do! HELP ME PLEASE.

Sincerely,
Ashamed

Stepping Out Into the Wilderness

My husband and I are stepping out in faith to do a ministry that the Lord has laid on our hearts. It is a work that began 6 years ago that we have done in tandem with a bi-vocational church. Now it is time to step out to do the ministry full time. No safety nets of a part-time salary or pastorium. We are presently seeking God's guidance for housing. That is the step that looms before us. We also need land for the ministry. Please pray that the Lord will show us where to lodge. My husband and I want God to receive all glory in this ministry. That there will be no doubt of His leadig and that it will be witness to many that watch.